It keeps happening, over and over again.

...Like last night, they are not like tremors, they are worse than  tremors, they are these terrors. 

And it's like,  it feels like as if somebody was gripping my throat and squeezing and...

(...)

...Sometimes i see flames. And sometimes i see people that I love dying and... it's always... 

(...)

...And I can't... I can't ever wake up.