When this began i had nothing to say and id get lost in the nothing ness inside of me. I was confused, and id let it all out to find, that im not the only person with these things in mind. Inside of me. When all the vacancy the words revealed. Is the only real thing that i've got left to feel. Nothing to loose. Just stuck, hollow and alone, and the fault is my own and the fault is my own.
I wanna heal. I wanna feel. What I thought was never real. I wanna let go of the pain. I felt so long. Erase all the pain till its gone. I wanna heal. I wanna feel. Like im close to something real I wanna find something I've wanted all along. Somewhere I belong.
And i' ve got nothing to say. I cant believe i didn't fall right down on my face. I was confused. Looking everwhere only to find. That its not the way I had imagined it all in my mind. So what am i, what do i have but negativity. Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me. Nothing to loose. Nothing to gain, hollow and alone. And the fault is my own and the fault is my own...


...I will never know. Myself until I do this on my own. And I will never feel, anything else, until my wounds are healed. I will never be anything until I break away from me. I will break away...i'll find myself today!